ilybb.

Jul 17

dear alyx;

i love you. so much. i’m sorry the past few days you’ve put up with my extreme shitty abusive self because i’m miserable. it’s not fair to you, i’m sorry.

when this is all over i promise i’ll make it up to you and i’ll be better at helping you and better at complimenting and taking care of you.

i like hearing your problems, because… even the small amount of times i “fix” them… i still feel good knowing i helped you in some way (:

i’m really proud of you for eating, like, it’s the one thing that made me smile today. i was almost crying i was so happy.

you can’t be a model! no one can see my gorgeous bby but me… if you want you can model for me though (:

you could like… buy clothes and show them off to me…. it’d be adorable. especially if you wore like… that mcr vest and a button up shi— yeahhhh ;D

i love you. i promise i’ll take better care of you <3